I don't know what my deal is, but all day long I have felt so gosh darn weepy. I have teared up so many times today, it isn't even funny!
I don't cry much if I can help it, I hate crying! But the smallest things have made tears suddenly pop in my eyes. Everything from Grandparents to babies, songs, commercials, memories, anything at all...nothing is safe around me.
So I am signing off to go to bed before this post makes me cry...sheesh.
Hopefully tomorrow will be less of weepy day for me :)
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
My Sorsha Bug
"There is just something about that girl". I hear this about Sorsha everywhere I go.
Gabe and I even say it. She has our hearts wrapped around that cute little finger of hers. I love all my kids. But Sorsha is my only "mamma's girl". All the kids liked me until they were 6 months old. After that, they only had eyes for their daddy.
But along with "something" special she has, there is also this other side of her.
Like this morning...I am melting caramels to drizzle over my brownies. All is going fine until the older kids start getting crazy. So I turn off the microwave and go check on them. A few minutes later I return to the kitchen to find that Sorsha has decided to "help" me. Smoke is pouring out of the microwave...She had turned it on!!!
The caramels had burned through the bowl and the smell in my house is awful!!!
Needless to say, my brownies are going caramel-less.
There really is just something about that girl! *sigh*
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Warning: Random Post Ahead
I hate winter! I really do!
I am a stay at mom who hates being snowed (or iced) in. I get cabin fever just watching the ice stick to the ground. I feel trapped!
Summer, please hurry!!
Stasia is so excited about her sleepover, I hope the weather doesn't change her plans. She will be crushed!
Anakin also has big plans tomorrow. He is staying the night with his best friend, Eli. He has talked of nothing else all week!
I am looking forward to hanging out with my very dear friend Melissa! I always enjoy our visits and we are long over due for one!
Gabe and I have so many home repair projects we need to do. We have bought all the stuff but the weather isn't working with us. My house has boxes EVERYWHERE!
We are changing Gabe's sound studio into our bedroom. Sorsha and Elle will move into our old room. Gabe's office will be more of a family office.
I bought Anakin and Stasia loft beds for their rooms. It will really help them have more space in their rooms.
Right now, every room has at least 2 main functions.
The kitchen is my kitchen/dining room/school room.
The living room is Sorsha's play room/Elle's bedroom/my office/family room.
Stasia has to share her room with Sorsha's bed (Sorsha ends up sleeping with me, no matter where she starts off).
Everything & everyone is so crowded. It will be so nice to have everyone seperated alittle bit more.
Well that is all for my random post! I need to get back to working on my projects!
I am a stay at mom who hates being snowed (or iced) in. I get cabin fever just watching the ice stick to the ground. I feel trapped!
Summer, please hurry!!
Stasia is so excited about her sleepover, I hope the weather doesn't change her plans. She will be crushed!
Anakin also has big plans tomorrow. He is staying the night with his best friend, Eli. He has talked of nothing else all week!
I am looking forward to hanging out with my very dear friend Melissa! I always enjoy our visits and we are long over due for one!
Gabe and I have so many home repair projects we need to do. We have bought all the stuff but the weather isn't working with us. My house has boxes EVERYWHERE!
We are changing Gabe's sound studio into our bedroom. Sorsha and Elle will move into our old room. Gabe's office will be more of a family office.
I bought Anakin and Stasia loft beds for their rooms. It will really help them have more space in their rooms.
Right now, every room has at least 2 main functions.
The kitchen is my kitchen/dining room/school room.
The living room is Sorsha's play room/Elle's bedroom/my office/family room.
Stasia has to share her room with Sorsha's bed (Sorsha ends up sleeping with me, no matter where she starts off).
Everything & everyone is so crowded. It will be so nice to have everyone seperated alittle bit more.
Well that is all for my random post! I need to get back to working on my projects!
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
For Gabe
Why I Love You
You make me smile
You take care of me
You are a great dad
You smile at me when I act silly
You hold me when I cry
You kiss away my bad dreams
You are my Prince (not so) Charming
You make me laugh
You spoil me
You make me feel safe
You tell me when I am wrong
Your hugs are the best in the world
You gave me your heart
You married me (twice)
You love me
You are the one I want to grow old with
You've made my dreams come true
I love you~Always & Forever!!
You make me smile
You take care of me
You are a great dad
You smile at me when I act silly
You hold me when I cry
You kiss away my bad dreams
You are my Prince (not so) Charming
You make me laugh
You spoil me
You make me feel safe
You tell me when I am wrong
Your hugs are the best in the world
You gave me your heart
You married me (twice)
You love me
You are the one I want to grow old with
You've made my dreams come true
I love you~Always & Forever!!
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Delurking
from my own blog :)
I have been MIA for awhile now because life has been crazy!
So much has happened and I just haven't wanted to blog/talk about it.
To sum up...
I went to see my docotor a few months ago and he put me on 2 different stress meds to help me cope with everyday life.
The very next day, crisis #5 hit and hit hard.
Then there has been a personal issue I have had to carry for almost 9 months ( NO I AM NOT PREGNANT!!) I have lost my best friend. No, she didn't die. I just don't have her anymore and I have been very lost and lonely.
A million other things have been attacking me but I just don't want to go there...
So in other news...
Stasia is having a birthday sleepover Friday night. She is having 6 friends over, Gabe and Anakin are running away. Melissa offered to stay with me and help me with a house of girls for the night. Thank you Melissa, you are a life saver!!
Sorsha will be 2 yrs old in a few weeks and oh how you can tell!! She is whirlwind of attitude/activity/personality/charm. You can't be bored when she around, but you can be drained of anything even looking like energy.
Elle is 10 months old today. Time is flying by with that girl. She can crawl like a pro,stand up, wave and she says momma, dadda and baba (no clue if that is bye or bottle). She blows razzberries, plays peek-a-boo, and claps. She loves her daddy more than anyone and it is too cute to see the things she will do to get his attention.
School is going well with the kids, but I am ready for summer :)
I have been MIA for awhile now because life has been crazy!
So much has happened and I just haven't wanted to blog/talk about it.
To sum up...
I went to see my docotor a few months ago and he put me on 2 different stress meds to help me cope with everyday life.
The very next day, crisis #5 hit and hit hard.
Then there has been a personal issue I have had to carry for almost 9 months ( NO I AM NOT PREGNANT!!) I have lost my best friend. No, she didn't die. I just don't have her anymore and I have been very lost and lonely.
A million other things have been attacking me but I just don't want to go there...
So in other news...
Stasia is having a birthday sleepover Friday night. She is having 6 friends over, Gabe and Anakin are running away. Melissa offered to stay with me and help me with a house of girls for the night. Thank you Melissa, you are a life saver!!
Sorsha will be 2 yrs old in a few weeks and oh how you can tell!! She is whirlwind of attitude/activity/personality/charm. You can't be bored when she around, but you can be drained of anything even looking like energy.
Elle is 10 months old today. Time is flying by with that girl. She can crawl like a pro,stand up, wave and she says momma, dadda and baba (no clue if that is bye or bottle). She blows razzberries, plays peek-a-boo, and claps. She loves her daddy more than anyone and it is too cute to see the things she will do to get his attention.
School is going well with the kids, but I am ready for summer :)
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