Thursday, January 1, 2009

Happy New Year

I am so ready for a new year!! A fresh start to life. 2008 had so much heartache for my family, I am not going to look back over all that happend, my eyes and heart are set ahead.
I can't wait to see what God is going to do this year!!

Monday, December 22, 2008

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Update

It has been awhile since I have posted anything...not much to catch up on.

I finally put up my Christmas tree yesterday. It is my little 3ft tree, but hey at least I have one up now. The kids were very happy!
I am going to make a gingerbread house with them this weekend...that should be fun :)

My Jada bought me the Twilight series for Christmas. I have borrowed hers since we started reading them but now I have my very own books!! I can't express how happy this makes me :)
The release date for New Moon has been set for Nov 20, 2009...as long as they keep this up I will get to see Twilight for my birthday 4 years in a row, (they better keep this up!)

That is all the news I can think of at this time.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Twilight

As most people know, I read the Twilight series a couple months ago and have been counting down the days to see the movie.
I went saw the movie last night with Jada, Dixie and my Mommy. I loved it!
Sure it was cheesy sometimes and some scenes had bad acting, but it was still thrilling to see the book come alive :)
I pretty much glowed all evening...sad I know, but still true :)

The books are 1,000,000x better but I love the movie too!!

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Hurting

I am trying to be ok...really I am, but if I am being honest with myself, I'm not ok.
I tell myself "he isn't himself right now" but it doesn't make it hurt any less.
I tell myself "he doesn't mean what he says" but it breaks my heart.
I tell myself "he still loves me" but it is getting harder to believe that.
I put on my happy face and try to act like my world isn't falling apart, but really I have never felt so scared and broken.
I try to say and do the right things but I am so tired of being bounced back and forth. How can someone who loves me, hurt me this much??

I said this on that day and I still mean it..."I love you, no matter what you have done, no matter what you are still doing, I will always love you!"
Please remember that I love you and come back to us, I need you!!